Day One

Today is the first day of the rest of my life is what I am thinking today. This is to begin my journey to life for myself and for all. I am excited to get to me through writing, using self-forgiveness as a tool to recreate myself as me. In looking at my mind constructs, I see how screwed up my thinking has been.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting my screwed up thinking as me.

i forgive myself for creating a self that has not been aware of what the heck I’ve been doing.

I commit to looking deep inside my mind so as to be self-honest and apply self-honesty, courage, determination, commitment and to assisting and supporting myself through all processes that I encounter.

I forgive myself for fearing change prior to this point.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting fear to be me/consume me/invade me/be me as a form of not doing what’s best for me or for all.

I commit to stopping fear of change through backchat and other forms of blocking myself from changing/moving.

I commit to assisting and supporting myself through this process of change by using/utilizing self-supportive measures, i.e. desteni vlogs, research, blogs and maintaining a true commitment to change of self.

I commit to writing each and everyday to write myself into freedom.

I commit to supporting myself through being completely honest, even if I don’t “feel” like writing.

I commit to changing myself through writing, self-honesty, self-awareness, self-motivation, self-care, and not abusing self as I come to specific points I need to work on.

I am, in this moment, excited about making this commitment to change.